Deaf
I see you as we Pass through the halls,
staring Blankly,
Eye to eye,
Knowing who you are,
i back down,
You height and knowledge,
Far superior to mine,
As i walk aimlessly on the path to home,
i begin to question myself,
Could it really happen to me,
The next day you stare me down,
down,deep into my soul,
now you have me where you want me,
captured insecure,
helpless in despair,
you open your mouth to speak,
you ask me a question,
but no sound came out of your forever moving lips,
your velvet voice,
with no volume,
No volume at all,
where had the volume gone,
You repeat your question,
You wonder why I never cry, why I laugh all the time, why you can't seem to have a serious conversation with me. I know you think I'm banal, that I have nothing to give, that I'm just wasting oxygen in this world.
You wonder why I don't seem to feel anything, why I don't pay much attention to the catastrophes that are spread on the news. You wonder why I really don't care about all those poor people who die from starvation or have no place to live.
You wonder how such a hideous person was granted a life at all. You want to cry out loud at me how much you wish people like me didn't exist.
What you don't know is that I see that, that I've se
Okay so this is for Taylor Lautner for the most part. But it is also to improve myself in things that can improve.I have decided that before i attempt to meet him i must imporve the way i live.Comment if you feel i already have this trait.
Here is the list.
{X} Niceness(most of the time.)
{-} enjoy Mexican Food
{/} Enjoy Chili's
{X} Be out going
{X} easy to open up to new people
{X} Be 100% honest (at all times)
{X} dont talk behind people backs
{/} listen to parents 100%
{X} Non farting or burping(lol)its not what you think... its just in case
( }find out where taylor lives
{ }Meet Tayor
I fear....
[ ] the dark
[X] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights(
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 3
[x] fire
[x] deep deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] rats. "Rats!"
[x] jumping from high places.
[ ] snow
Total so far: 8
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[X] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people.
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having g
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